Flower of e day - Sunflower, haha, y i say tt? u will noe later as u read on

dis evening went to mt willy to celebrate his belated b'day. Me n JY went to reserve our seats at city link New York New York as willy wanted to settle our dinner there, shortly willy n his other friends join us too.

As we were settling on wad to eat, a few table away from us were a grp of gals. My view happened to see a gal carrying a sunflower while e grp walk in to their table. Tell u man, e gal caught my attention. Pretty sia she! :) so i told JY, he agree to wad i say too. So throughout e dinner, my eyes were on her (of cos w/o her knowing) other tt on my food.

Dis was e 1st time i see her. The grp leave b4 we do. After we settle our bills, JY n me went to e toilet, tt when i saw her again, 2nd time, she was walking in front of us entering into a shop called "Surfer Girl" After i came out of toilet, i saw her again for the 3rd time.. dis time she was coming out from e shop w her friends. Ahhh.. After we return back to e restraunt, i told e rest wad happened, they say its fated me 2 see her, muz ask for her no. haha, but i shy ma, dun even noe her. Then comes e 4th time when we make our way to MS n i saw her again w tt sunflower, so i tell e rest again.. Wah, can u imagine? seeing e same gal 4 time in 1 hr??? Sigh

I dunnoe, tonight feel so empty in me after i saw her. Approaching 22 le dis yr, sometime juz feel tt i wan someone to be w me. (U know wad i mean?) But think again, i dun wanna rush into it, its a commitment, a responsibility tt i have to keep. in terms of $, i cant support her, wad i can give is only time, but will tt be enough?

Hai, really regret wad happened 2 yrs ago @ esplanade, shld hv ask u straight on e spot to be my gf. Ask mi nw if i did e rite thing by telling u my feeling? I really dunnoe, maybe rite, maybe wrong. But i'm glad u open ur heart to me. Tml (20th may) will be e 2nd yr of wad happened. But u n me r juz like stranger le. We can nv be like b4. When will dis kind of feeling comes again? When will my "she" appears again?